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06 October 2022 @ 05:58 pm
This journal is FRIENDS ONLY. What that means is a lot of my personal posts are flocked, however, almost all of my fandom posts are unlocked. I am not adding friends back at this time but feel free to friend me if you like. If you want to know anything else about me or this journal please visit my profile for more information.

Till then, Cherry (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

Credit:Profile code is made by ddalgimonkeys the hunters only banner is made by temporalranger.
I'm feeling: sadsad
30 March 2016 @ 05:41 pm
Hey guys, this is the last chance to bid on me and many other talented people in the fandom to raise money for Crystal (nyxocity)! The auction ends on the 31st! I am still up for grabs here and a lot of other people are offering up some great things as well. So go on over and check it out!
23 March 2016 @ 02:23 pm
There is currently a fanworks auction ongoing for Crystal (nyxocity) a lot of great offerings are up and the bidding closes on March 31st! I am up for grabs as well offering up a fic 10$ per 1K (So 5K is 50$ etc.)

Hop on over and check it all out! Anything helps even offering something up.
13 March 2016 @ 10:04 pm
Hey all! Long time no see. I updated my status over on tumblr but since this was my 1st home I'm going to update ya'll here as well. Basically I haven't been around much, been slacking on all fandom responsibilities I have prided myself in doing. I haven't been reading nor writing anything these days. My boyfriend even commented how sad it was that I wasn't writing like I used too.

This is not a goodbye! This is just a status update on me, more like an explanation as to why it's been that way.

Just wanted to say that sorry I’ve been away so much. I’ve actually been dealing with medical issues recently. My anxiety has gotten a lot worse. I was diagnosed with general anxiety disorder last year and three nights ago I was in the ER with a panic attack. I have never had a hyperventilating panic attack before so that was scary. My oxygen level was down to an 88% and I was passing out and jerking back awake in the ER off and on. I had to be sedated and I was sent home the following morning. I would say it’s getting to the point of being extreme so if I am not on here much I apologize. Sometimes I don’t even open my laptop anymore due to the anxiety. It’s quite crippling and definitely kicking my ass at the moment. I have to figure out a way to cope with this so it doesn’t completely control my life. Just wanted you all to be up to date with the happenings of Cherry, if anyone was curious.

Other than that I am still trucking on, trying my best to get through school (which actually triggered that panic attack, more importantly a phone call with someone from school who I am 100% going to report for what happened over said phone call but that's another story)

Till then xoxo

P.S recently gotten netflix because my boyfriend had it then I had to have it. I've been enjoying watching Highway Thru Hell good show would reccomend to check out.

P.S.S one story that I've been reading despite my limited interest/time is It's In The Cards by lady_simoriah 10/10 will recommend.

P.S.S.S wouldn't mind taking recs for any vids/fanfiction etc. that you would like me to check out 10/10 will recommend

I'm feeling: anxiousanxious
06 February 2016 @ 09:26 am
Title: 6 Inch Valley
Artist: yuriookino
Art: Here
Genre/Pairing: SPN, GEN
Rating: PG-13
Author's Note: This was written for spn_reversebang challenge. I had the opportunity to work with an amazing artist, yuriookino, and write something for a stunning piece of work. Please head over to the link provided and view her amazing artwork and leave her some appreciation. We didn't stay in contact a lot mostly because I was way too busy with school but I'm happy at the result of our collaboration. This is set between Season 8-10 (to be honest I don't remember when I set this fic but I known it was Season 8 and after).

Summary: Sam and Dean are trapped in a creveasse, trying to fight injuries and hypothermia to stay alive. Sam is confronted by an old enemy who begins to play tricks on Sam's mental health, while Dean fights to keep his brother alive and remain sane himself.


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25 January 2016 @ 09:13 pm

I was sending PDF's to people and I house all of my downloads and such through my mediafire account. I have zip files and individual downloads for authors to link to their stories.

Well, I went to looking through the downloads and I spotted this:


I can see how many people have downloaded certain fics and an astounishing stand out: The Lengths I Would Go 6300 downloads!!!!

I know that insertcode11 is no longer with us but I think this definitely testaments to how good of a writer she was and how much people liked reading her work. Hopefully, she is happy with her life with whatever she has decided to do.

04 January 2016 @ 08:31 pm
So, since yesterday morning I had been having some pains behind my sternumn (the bottom of the esophagus basically). The pain woke me up and I originally thought it was anxiety because it felt like a knot in there. I took one of my anti-anxiety medications and it went away and only became a dull ache that I could manage. I hadn't been eating for the last few days (at least eating full meals) because I had no appeitie. When I tried to eat the burning intensified until it passed through that specific spot. This morning I waited to see if the pain was any worse and the pain woke me up again at around 5:45. I decided to call off work and make an appointment with my doctor about it because the pain was very intense.

I thought maybe it was heartburn or something, even though I have never had any issues with that before, so I took some tums and tried pepto bismal to no evail. I eventually fell back asleep and when I woke up I had the migraine from hell. So my boyfriend drove me to my appointment.

I had tests and bloodwork scheduled but basically my doctor told me he was 95% sure I had an ulcer. Possibly from the NSAIDs I take in conjuction with other meds to relieve my migraines. The pain has gotten worse since then. I have flare ups of burning and when I try to eat its of course worse because unfortunately its not in my stomach but in the esophagus.

So I wanted to ask anyone if they had any remedies they know of for ulcers. I've been presribed medication for it (but I won't recieve anything definite until I get the tests results back and he knows for sure). I have to work the rest of the week and school starts next week so any medical advice/remedies would be appreciated!
I'm feeling: uncomfortableuncomfortable
02 January 2016 @ 06:23 pm
Wanted to send out a quick thanks to everyone who has sent me cards/wished me a Merry Christmas! I will say that the last semester of my schooling for very difficult for me and it involved a lot of me understanding about my limitations. I recently was diagnosed with GAD which is generalized anxiety disorder. I've since been on medication for my anxiety and I have been in such a better place since then. My migraines have been cut in half and I hardly ever get anxious at little things that aren't significant. I am looking forward to next semester with the medication this time. This was also my first time applying for diability through the university. I suffer from chronic migraine syndrome and last semester I have missed quite a lot of classes due to them. Thankfully, I had understanding proffessors but I wanted to get disability so that I can maybe get the lectures recorded in case I am absent. This is my last year of my BS degree, and it sucks to realize that I could have had disability throughout my schooling when I was a child but I have become more educated on the matter and maybe my general PSA might help others who suffer from migraines. Migraines are under American's with Disabilities act. A disability doesn't have to be something you can immediately see.

So enough with that, I have made some new year's resolutuions to be more organized with my life in all aspects. I would like to balance, work and school, personal time and relationships and my hobbies. I'm sorry I haven't responded to comments but like I've said I've been trying to get my life back in order again. Throughout my AA degree and the first two semesters of university I haven't been as stressed as last semester. That semester pushed my mental and emotional limits for sure but I perservered and came out with a 4.0 after having C's for most of the semester.

Blah, blah, blah boring right? Anyway, I want to wish you all a very happy 2016! I hope you all are making resolutions for yourselves as well. Feel free to share them if you wish!
I'm feeling: tiredtired
25 December 2015 @ 09:37 am
Title: From the Inside Out
Gifter: cherry916
Giftee: storyspinner70
Pairing/Characters: Sam/Dean, OMC
Word Count: 1600
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: mention of dub-con, outsiders POV
Author’s Note: I hope you have a wonderful Christmas bb! I took one of your outsiders POV prompts and sort of ran with it. I hope you like it J
Summary: Mike is enamored with the man who sits at his bar. Little did he know, this man comes attached with something else.

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25 December 2015 @ 08:54 am
This is a call out to anyone who would be willing to do a quick beta for me. I've been busy with Christmas and such that I didn't have time to get my fic beta'd earlier and it needs to be posted today! So please comment if you'd be willing. It is a short Wincest about 1600 words. I'd be grateful to anyone who offers, thank you very much!