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06 October 2022 @ 05:58 pm
This journal is FRIENDS ONLY. What that means is a lot of my personal posts are flocked, however, almost all of my fandom posts are unlocked. I am not adding friends back at this time but feel free to friend me if you like. If you want to know anything else about me or this journal please visit my profile for more information.

Till then, Cherry (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

Credit:Profile code is made by ddalgimonkeys the hunters only banner is made by temporalranger.
 
 
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Charity
19 June 2016 @ 06:51 pm
Hey all I participated in spn_summergen again and I am looking for a beta. It is gen and it is not complete yet but I am looking for someone to beta/give feedback. I only imagine the story should be about 3-4K. Anyone interested can reply here or simply message me at my email. Thanks!
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Charity
16 June 2016 @ 12:05 am
Well, I don’t know if anyone remembers a little bit ago I made a post talking about the discovery of a cyst on my pineal gland. I was having MRI’s done to see if it was something I needed to remove. I just had my 6 month follow up MRI and it was noted it has grown more. I am almost at 2 centimeters and that is the cut off point for cysts because it will start causing symptoms related to the eye. The cyst is close to blocking a tube that allows fluids for the eye to flow. Pineal cysts are actually very common however large ones like I have are not as common and are often removed. My neurologist said I have a lot of extra room around in there which is likely why I haven’t developed symptoms yet but he referred me to a neurosurgeon for USF anyway because he is certain I am going to need it removed. The consultation is on the 18th of July and I (hopefully) expect the surgery will follow soon because I don’t want it to effect my school schedule. I imagine I’ll be in the hospital for a week and recovery should be about a month.

Thankfully they don’t do a craniotomy anymore. They remove a small portion of skull near the back of the neck and remove it by popping it, sucking out the pus and then removing the skin. The pineal gland is located in the middle of the brain near the back if anyone is curious. I am hoping this will lesson the migraines I have been having as I have been burdened with them since childhood. I have read a lot of stories from others who have had theirs removed as well and they said that it helped so that is really the number one reason I am ready for the surgery. I will update you all on any further progress.
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Charity
01 June 2016 @ 10:00 am
Hey all, how has life been? Mine's seen better days but other than that I'm okay.

I am doing this project for a class about writing. I am writing a book and however ironic this is at the moment I still wanted to do it.

It is where I am writing about why you should watch supernatural.

This is where I need some assistance. I want some really good meta/commentaries about the show in general from fans. Since I have limited time to search for these (I know I can eventually find them) I figured I would send an APB for some really good meta about supernatural and why its a good show. I would want to include this in my book (mind you this is not a published book this is something I am fixing together. I don't plan to read these either but I wanted to include them in the book to look good)

So if you can link me to any (if its a self-rec thats fine too!) I would appreciate it.

Also since it is a persuassive book I wanted to open it with a random quote from spn that would get people interested, any suggestions?
 
 
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Charity
30 March 2016 @ 05:41 pm
Hey guys, this is the last chance to bid on me and many other talented people in the fandom to raise money for Crystal ( nyxocity)! The auction ends on the 31st! I am still up for grabs here and a lot of other people are offering up some great things as well. So go on over and check it out!
 
 
Charity
23 March 2016 @ 02:23 pm
There is currently a fanworks auction ongoing for Crystal ( nyxocity) a lot of great offerings are up and the bidding closes on March 31st! I am up for grabs as well offering up a fic 10$ per 1K (So 5K is 50$ etc.)

Hop on over and check it all out! Anything helps even offering something up.
 
 
Charity
13 March 2016 @ 10:04 pm
Hey all! Long time no see. I updated my status over on tumblr but since this was my 1st home I'm going to update ya'll here as well. Basically I haven't been around much, been slacking on all fandom responsibilities I have prided myself in doing. I haven't been reading nor writing anything these days. My boyfriend even commented how sad it was that I wasn't writing like I used too.

This is not a goodbye! This is just a status update on me, more like an explanation as to why it's been that way.

Just wanted to say that sorry I’ve been away so much. I’ve actually been dealing with medical issues recently. My anxiety has gotten a lot worse. I was diagnosed with general anxiety disorder last year and three nights ago I was in the ER with a panic attack. I have never had a hyperventilating panic attack before so that was scary. My oxygen level was down to an 88% and I was passing out and jerking back awake in the ER off and on. I had to be sedated and I was sent home the following morning. I would say it’s getting to the point of being extreme so if I am not on here much I apologize. Sometimes I don’t even open my laptop anymore due to the anxiety. It’s quite crippling and definitely kicking my ass at the moment. I have to figure out a way to cope with this so it doesn’t completely control my life. Just wanted you all to be up to date with the happenings of Cherry, if anyone was curious.

Other than that I am still trucking on, trying my best to get through school (which actually triggered that panic attack, more importantly a phone call with someone from school who I am 100% going to report for what happened over said phone call but that's another story)

Till then xoxo

P.S recently gotten netflix because my boyfriend had it then I had to have it. I've been enjoying watching Highway Thru Hell good show would reccomend to check out.

P.S.S one story that I've been reading despite my limited interest/time is It's In The Cards by lady_simoriah 10/10 will recommend.

P.S.S.S wouldn't mind taking recs for any vids/fanfiction etc. that you would like me to check out 10/10 will recommend

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Charity
06 February 2016 @ 09:26 am
Title: 6 Inch Valley
Artist: yuriookino
Art: Here
Genre/Pairing: SPN, GEN
Rating: PG-13
Author's Note: This was written for spn_reversebang challenge. I had the opportunity to work with an amazing artist, yuriookino, and write something for a stunning piece of work. Please head over to the link provided and view her amazing artwork and leave her some appreciation. We didn't stay in contact a lot mostly because I was way too busy with school but I'm happy at the result of our collaboration. This is set between Season 8-10 (to be honest I don't remember when I set this fic but I known it was Season 8 and after).

Summary: Sam and Dean are trapped in a creveasse, trying to fight injuries and hypothermia to stay alive. Sam is confronted by an old enemy who begins to play tricks on Sam's mental health, while Dean fights to keep his brother alive and remain sane himself.

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Charity
25 January 2016 @ 09:13 pm

I was sending PDF's to people and I house all of my downloads and such through my mediafire account. I have zip files and individual downloads for authors to link to their stories.

Well, I went to looking through the downloads and I spotted this:

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I can see how many people have downloaded certain fics and an astounishing stand out: The Lengths I Would Go 6300 downloads!!!!

I know that insertcode11 is no longer with us but I think this definitely testaments to how good of a writer she was and how much people liked reading her work. Hopefully, she is happy with her life with whatever she has decided to do.

 
 
Charity
04 January 2016 @ 08:31 pm
So, since yesterday morning I had been having some pains behind my sternumn (the bottom of the esophagus basically). The pain woke me up and I originally thought it was anxiety because it felt like a knot in there. I took one of my anti-anxiety medications and it went away and only became a dull ache that I could manage. I hadn't been eating for the last few days (at least eating full meals) because I had no appeitie. When I tried to eat the burning intensified until it passed through that specific spot. This morning I waited to see if the pain was any worse and the pain woke me up again at around 5:45. I decided to call off work and make an appointment with my doctor about it because the pain was very intense.

I thought maybe it was heartburn or something, even though I have never had any issues with that before, so I took some tums and tried pepto bismal to no evail. I eventually fell back asleep and when I woke up I had the migraine from hell. So my boyfriend drove me to my appointment.

I had tests and bloodwork scheduled but basically my doctor told me he was 95% sure I had an ulcer. Possibly from the NSAIDs I take in conjuction with other meds to relieve my migraines. The pain has gotten worse since then. I have flare ups of burning and when I try to eat its of course worse because unfortunately its not in my stomach but in the esophagus.

So I wanted to ask anyone if they had any remedies they know of for ulcers. I've been presribed medication for it (but I won't recieve anything definite until I get the tests results back and he knows for sure). I have to work the rest of the week and school starts next week so any medical advice/remedies would be appreciated!
 
 
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