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06 October 2022 @ 05:58 pm
This journal is FRIENDS ONLY. What that means is a lot of my personal posts are flocked, however, almost all of my fandom posts are unlocked. I am not adding friends back at this time but feel free to friend me if you like. If you want to know anything else about me or this journal please visit my profile for more information.

Till then, Cherry (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

Credit:Profile code is made by ddalgimonkeys the hunters only banner is made by temporalranger.
 
 
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Charity
12 July 2017 @ 10:20 pm
*brushes off dust*

Hey everyone long time no see. This isn't going to be a very informative update, just wanted to inform everyone I joined the world of instagram today. Which is very...weird to say the least. I've managed to stay away from twitter/instagram for awhile even if I sort of wanted to join just to keep up with friends/celebrities and what not. So I resisted out of some weird sense of...pride? I guess? Or morals? I don't honestly know. Anyway...I took the plunge and made a instagram. I likely won't post much at least at first. I posted one thing just to try it out. I really just wanted to follow wrestling instagrams and what not to stay up to date.

So if you're curious I am black_cherry619 on instagram. 
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Charity
18 June 2017 @ 05:06 pm
It's been a rollercoaster of a ride for me these last few months. This will be my first birthday without my Mom which feels really strange to me, I guess it hasn't really kicked in as of yet. I've been seeing a therapist for my depression and anxiety since it was becoming unmanagable to the point where I felt it was deeply affecting my relationship with my boyfriend. I think in some ways it's helping though. I had to take a certification test yesterday for teaching and the last time I took a test like that I failed and I was so anxious going into that one that I was scared I would fail again. I was anxious but not as bad, and I don't know whether I passed yet or not but I feel confident that I did pass.

We are planning to move out soon, I'm about to finish my last semester of my bachelors degree and things will be changing a lot for me once I graduate. I feel a lot of things in life has changed for the better, and some changes I still am having a hard time adapting too but it's definitely been one hell of a crazy ride.
 
 
Charity
16 April 2017 @ 05:37 pm
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Charity
16 April 2017 @ 05:09 pm
*insert corny supernatural joke here*

Hello peeps! Just wanted to hop on and wish everyone a Happy Easter weekend.

I also wanted to address the new LJ ToS thing since I've gotten some questions regarding it.

I'm staying on LJ. Just so you all are aware. I already have a dreamwidth and an A03. The goal is to move all of my stories to A03 just because I like their service better for hosting stories and such. I am in the process of moving my delicious account to pinboard as we speak. I would also encourage others to migrate stories to A03 as well. However, I am still on LJ and will likely ride the sinking ship down! No worries. The PDF library will still operate as normal just as everything else of mine. You can catch me at cherry916@dreamwidth or cherry619@A03

The new pinboard will be cherry619@pinboard and I am currently migrating all of my bookmarks (and re-tagging some!) to pinboard instead of delicious so if you have not done so already I highly encourage you to follow the pinboard instead of delicious. And as always I am cherry619@tumblr posting more wrestling now a days then supernatural but I'm still trucking along!

I apologize for not updating this more often. Lately life hasn't been too kind for me but one thing I will say or actually two things is that 1) I GOT A NEW CAR \0/ 2) I finally got in to see a therapist for the anxiety and depression so I think hopefully I can better manage everything. 
 
 
I'm feeling: chipperchipper
 
 
 
Charity
11 March 2017 @ 06:10 pm
Hey guys just wanted to give you all a head ups of what I am going to be doing (undertaking really) in the next few weeks (maybe a month or so). I am currently moving my bookmarks from delicious to pinboard. For a number of reasons but mainly because delicious is basically a ghost site now. They don't care about it anymore, no updates are being given and the last correspondance from delicious was in April 2016. I know my delicious is sort of a hub for a lot of people. spn_littlebro has recently moved to pinboard as well and it's more reliable than delicious for a small fee of 11 dollars which I can easily manage.

However, in awesome fashion delicious has shut down their export and import features so all 141 pages of my bookmarks must be moved over manually. I've convinved myself this is better so that I can weed out dead or broken links, re-tag much better or maybe add tags and organize more efficiently not only for those who use my bookmarks but for me as well. I'm an organized person. I may also be adding more PDF's in the near future after basically going over all my bookmarks and such so stay tuned for this huge transition.

I'll have a huge reveal when it's done and maybe do some sort of PDF requesting thing or something.

It's sort of the first big project I'm taking that relates to fandom and I'm sort of nervous about it since I've been away from reading fanfiction in general but I'm also excited to have something to focus on and do in light of my recent bout of depression.

I'll still save items to delicious as well just to maintain it but I encourage any who have followed my delicious to follow my pinboard: https://pinboard.in/u:cherry619

As that will be more up to date with newer tags and deleted bookmarks and such. 
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Charity
05 March 2017 @ 12:18 pm
Hey all, I haven't posted here in awhile so I figured I'd make a little update about myself and what I've been up too.

Last time since we all talked I've been to a convention in Jacksonville and a wrestling event in Jacksonville in the same month! I recently purchased a new phone as well, a google pixel, which I'm in love with. I'm finally starting to feel like I'm on the right track with life now like I'm finally becoming an adult (even though logically I've been an adult for awhile now). It's been difficult the past few months with depression for me since my Mom passed away 6 months ago and my Dog died from cancer about 4 months ago. I've been having insane mood swings and my anxiety has been getting crazy out of control recently. I've recently been put on new anti depressant and anxiety medication that seems to work pretty well compared to my old one which is good. I take it everyday and that seems to increase my mood drastically, I've been in a funk where I'm constantly agitated, emotional and quite mean to my boyfriend which isn't fair to him but he gets the brunt of my emotions unfortunately since my Mother passed he's essentially my only one I have left that I sort of bear my heart too.

However, those are depressing thoughts lets talk about some good thoughts? Me and Kim went to SPN Jax and had an amazing time! It was weird hooking up again after so long because we've both grown distant and are both suffering through weird times in our lives so it was a bit awkward but once we got into the swing of things it felt like old times. We've also grown closer I think, we've had to reevaluate our friendship and how we've both changed and I think we've grown to a deeper understanding than we were at before if that makes sense?

I also wrote my first fanfiction outside of supernatural, for wrestling of all things! I find that to be significant since I haven't wanted to really write in a long time. I'm trying to be more dilligent online though, I'm reading more and trying to move all my stories over to A03 and that's taking some time. I spend a good chunk of my time on Reddit for wrestling which has sort of overtaken Supernatural/Tumblr/Livejournal entirely but I always find a time to come back here.

So what's up with all of you?
 
 
Charity
Title: 10 Things I Like About Jared (AKA 10 Ways to Fall in Love With Jared)
Artist: blondebitz
Art: HERE
Genre/Pairing: RPS AU, Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Author's Note: This was written for the spn_reversebang. I am very happy with how this story has turned out despite how hard it was to complete. I worked with an amazing artist in Blonde and her artwork is absolutely gorgeous and stunning! Please click on the link and go view and comment on how amazing of a job she did. I wasn't the easiest person to work with due to how late I had completed the story and I am forever grateful and how kind she was to me throughout it all and how patient. Thank you so much, I loved working with you and maybe we can collaborate in the future.

A03 Link in the title.

Summary: Throughout the course of filming a movie Jensen meets and falls in love with Jared and learns a thing or two about myself.

10 Things I Like About Jared



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Charity
25 December 2016 @ 10:00 am
Wishing you and you're family a very Merry Christmas.

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Charity
27 November 2016 @ 02:31 pm
The Christmas cards will be getting sent out in about 1 week's time so I am asking anyone again that if they want a card from me to give me their address whether PM or through my email. If you have recieved a card from me before it is likely I still have you on my list to resend a card to you. (I resend cards annually to friends). If you have moved or changed your address and I have sent you a card in the past it would be helpful to give me your new address!

Hope everyone has a good day!